MOTHER MIRROR

MOTHER MIRROR



A FLASH OF INSIGHT IN A REFLECTION...THE FACE OF MY MOTHER IN AN OPPOSITE...A PARALLELISM YET AN ENERGY OF ATTRACTION AS BROWS, CHIN, LIPS, EYES, NOSE , DISPLAY SOMETHING UNIMAGINED...SOMETHING OF A WOMAN OF COMPLEX PSYCHE STATES ENMESHED IN BELIEFS AND TENETS OF INERTIA.



A MOMENT OF AFFECT AS 'SHE' LEFT 'WITHIN ME' AND TEMPORARILY 'FORMED' IN A ZONE 'ACROSS' FROM ME...IT OCCURRED IN A PSYCHE RELEASE...A VISUAL ECHO RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES...SHE WAS IN MY PRESENCE NOT AS A 'PROJECTION' BUT AN 'ENERGY INTERSECTION'...I COULD SEE HER ANGST IN A 'CERTAINTY OF BELIEF' IN A 'FAITH MEDIATION' OF 'TREASURED LOSS'...THE WOUNDS AND RAGES OF HAVING BEEN 'WRONGED'...SOMETHING IN MY VISION ALTERED AS I SAW MY MOTHER IN A MOTHER MIRROR.



IT WAS IN A GUILTINESS MOMENT THAT WAS 'OUT OF BALANCE'... A STREAMING IN 'EMOTIONALITY TIMBRE' OF THE 'LOST CHILD' THAT DID NOT SURVIVE BEYOND A BRIEF BREATH OF SPRING...THE 'CHILD' THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN...THE 'CHILD' OF 'SHOCK' THAT DID NOT SURVIVE...THE CHILD THAT NEVER REALIZED HUMAN...THE 'CHILD' THAT BECAME AN 'INVISIBLE FORCE' THAT 'NO ONE' COULD BIRTH OUT OF THE 'NOTHINGNESS'...THE 'INVISIBLE CHILD' FILLING THE ABSENCE...THE EMPTINESS...THE INVISIBLE CHILD OF BURDEN...THE INVISIBLE FORCE IN 'OWNERSHIP' OF HER INNER RIVER OF SORROW...FOR NO ONE COULD SHARE THE SORROW OF THIS 'LOSS'...



THE SEEING INTO THE 'MOTHER MIRROR'...SEEING THE AFFECTS OF THE DEPTHS OF 'POWERLESSNESS' TO COUNTER THE 'SHAME' AND 'GUILT' OF 'NOT BEING WORTH IT' OR 'NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH'...FOR SHE SEEMED 'HEART DISHEARTENED' IN HAVING DONE EVERYTHING IN ACCORD WITH EXPECTANCY AND STILL THE DARKNESS AND DEADNESS OF HER DEPTHS DEFINED...



THE COMPENSATORY JOURNEY...THE READJUSTMENTS AND RECRYSTALLIZATIONS TO COUNTER THE EXPECTANCY OF NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND IMPERFECT STATES...A SEEKING OUT OF 'WINNING A PRIZE' WITHOUT REALIZING THAT THE GAME WAS DIFFERENT FROM WHAT SHE HAD ORGANIZED HERSELF FOR...



IT WAS A BETRAYAL OF SELF AS THE SHOCK DROVE HER TO FLIGHT IN THE VANISHING AWAY FROM ALL THAT HAD BEEN CONSTRUCTED...A PHOENIX BIRD RISING OUT OF THE ASHES DRAMA-HOPE THAT A RECONSTITUTION WOULD FACILITATE A COURSE BEYOND THE OLD ORDERING RUNNING ITS COURSE.



FOR THE 'LOST CHILD' THAT IS HER CREATIVE WITHDRAWAL FROM THE SURFACE...THE DISTANCING INTO A 'ROLE' OF SAVANT-PERFECTION AS 'ENDURANCE' OF A 'STATE' OF 'PERFECT 'K...THE PERFECT 'K AS IN THE CHINESE SYMBOL OF 'FIRE'...



THE CHILD OF THE MARRY 'K' WAY OF THE ESSENCE OF THE CHINESE CHARACTER OF FIRE...FOR THE WILL TO GIVE BIRTH IN BECOMING HOPE OUT OF ASHES... A DRIVE OF A VULNERABLE '6TH' SENSING ECHOING INTO THE MARRY 'K' IN THE 'END LETTER' OF THE MAGICK OF 'PAT TRICK' IN A SAINT CHASE[CHASTE' VIRGINAL] SACRED BELIEF PURITY OF WHO CAN GET THE KINWEBBED 'SNAKES OUT OF 'IRE' LAND...THE SAINT PATRICK OF ESCAPE FROM SLAVERY AND 'A' 'L' CO-HAUL ISMS AND 'FIREWATERS OF FORGETTINGS...A REALISM OF HONESTY TO GUIDE 'THE DEEP SEATED' REARING 'TROUBLES' INTO REDEMPTION...



IT IS THE MOTHER MIRROR DRAMA...THE CONTROL OF OUTCOMES IN THE EROS TRAGEDIES OF DIONYSIAN BLINDNESS...THE WINE AND VINE IN CRAZE AND CRAVE...THE CUINGS OF THE SOUNDS OF INERTIA AND ONE AT A TIME AWAKENINGS...THE MOTHER MIRROR OF GENERATING A PATH BEYOND 'SUGGESTION TRANCEROS' AND DREAM REVERIES...



IT IS IN HER UNCONSCIOUSNESS 'FOSTERING' AS THE GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE 'SENSAMORA' DEMANDING THE AGGRESSIONS OF PENETRATIONS OF THE 'MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS' YET THWARTING AND PACIFYING THE VERY THING ONE NEEDS AND WANTS...



IT IS THE POWERLESSNESS IN NOT GOOD ENOUGH THAT RESULTS IN 'SUCCESSFUL ORGASM' MAY NOT BE WHAT IS DESIRED AS THE IMAGE MAKING TO BUTTRESS THE FORTRESSED SELF' OF MEDIATION REQUIRES THAT 'HIS IRE' BECOME GREATER THAN 'HER ANGER'...



IT IS THE INNER TURMOIL OF 'CONTROL' IN MEDIATION INERTIA THAT FUELS THE WALLINGS OF DENIAL OF HER OWN RIGHT TO THRIVE. IT IS THE PRISON OF THE PSYCHE THAT KEEPS HER WHERE THE NEEDS AND DEMANDS OF OTHERS BECOME HER SERVITUDE TO THE 'VERSION OF SELF' SHE IS ABLE TO 'LIVE WITH'...



IT IS 'MOTHER MIRROR' NOT AS THE 'BEAUTY PRINCESS TRAPPED IN THE CASTLE OF THE EVIL QUEEN' BUT 'MOTHER MIRROR' AS FORTRESSING AGAINST THE 'HEAVY PRESSURES OF MAINTAINING THE 'MYTHS' OF HERITAGE...THE PRICE OF THE LOSS OF SOUL IN NOT SURRENDERING TO THE REAL FEELINGS OF WHAT SEEKS TO EMERGE...THE INABILITY TO SURRENDER TO HER REAL NEEDS...



THE TRAGEDY OF THE 'UNLIVED' MOVES ACROSS THE TEASE AND TEMPTATION TIMES...THE GLIMPSE OF A MOTHER MIRROR MOMENT OF A DREAM PERMEATES IN ECHOIC DEATH TONES OF 'TAKING LIFE IN LIVING LIFE'...FOR THE INNER HUNGERS AND NEGLECT COMPRESSIONS SQUEEZE THE VITALITY OF ONE'S REAL LIFE WITHIN AS WOMB BATTLES... IT IS AVAILABLE AND UNAVAILABLE AS THE FOETUS DEFINES IN AN IMPOSITION FROM WITHIN...



I SEE IN THE MOTHER MIRROR THE REACTIVITY AGAINST EARLY HARM IN HER INTERIORITY DISTANCING 'WHERE' NO ONE COULD 'GET TO HER'. THE DEEP 'INNER CHILD' OF NOT FEELING LOVED ENOUGH...



YET, THIS 'INNER CHILD' AS A 'WOMAN-CHILD' WITH A 'WOUNDED WOMB' COULD NOT EASILY FIND A 'PATH' OF 'LABOR' TO CRAWL OUT OF HER OWN 'SPACE'-WOMB...



FOR MEDIATION WAS FORCED ON HER AND HEART WAS NOT THE MEANS TO OBTAIN SUSTENANCE...THE TYRANNY OF BEING SENT TO A 'ROOM'...'ANOTHER PLACE' WAS 'NOT OF HER OWN CHOICE'...FOR SHE DID NOT UNDERSTAND THAT SHE WAS 'WOUNDED' IN CROSSCURRENTS AND WAYS THAT WERE FAR BEYOND THE COMPREHENSION OF HER SOUL.



SO HER JOURNEY OF REDEMPTION LED HER THROUGH MANY MEANS OF 'KNOWING' WHAT WAS 'ESSENTIAL' UNTIL SHE BECAME STRONG ENOUGH TO ESCAPE FROM ENSLAVEMENT'... SOMEHOW SHE HAD TO GENERATE THE THE INTENSITY-DENSITY' PRESSURES 'AKIN' TO HER 'ORIGINS' TO MOVE 'IN A DISTANCING' FROM 'ORIGINS' TO OWN HER OWN SOUL...FOR REAL DESIRE IS DISTANCE FROM ORIGINS AND AS LONG AS ONE IS ENMESHED IN THE 'DA-MA' DRAMAS ONE IS NOT IN TRUTH OF URGENCY...



THE MOTHER MIRROR IS A VISUAL ECHO EMBRACING A 'BRAVE HEART' TEMPERING OF 'TRUTH OF URGENCY' AND A 'YIN NESTING' QUEST FOR ACCEPTANCE AND LOVE...A RESTORATION OF 'PURITY' AS A RHYTHM TO OWN AN INNER UNTARNISHED SACRED PLACE...IT IS FANTASY IN A REGRESSION THAT SEEKS TO DENY, FORGET AND ERASE...IT IS ONLY IN BREATHING THROUGH THE WOUND OR THE TREASURED LOSS THAT ONE ACTUALLY CLEANSES AND PURIFIES AND IS ABLE TO TRULY LIVE AND IF NECESSARY 'FORGIVE'...



THE MOTHER MIRROR CALLS FORTH THE 'NOT GOOD ENOUGH' SENSES IN THE SHAME CONSCIOUSNESS IN 'SORROWS' AND 'PAIN' OF LABORING RHYTHMS...THE SPLITTINGS WITHIN IN THE FIBROUS 'CONSTRUCTIONS OF COMPLIANCES'...THE CONFUSIONS AND CONFLICTS OF WHAT IS ABSENT FROM WHERE IT WORKS BEST...FOR IMPOSITION AND DUTY SUFFOCATE THE REAL SENSES...FOR 'GOING ALONG' ALTERS THE BIRTHING PROCESS IN A 'POWER SEEKING' AND CONTROL THAT MAKES UP OR 'COMPENSATES' FOR THE KNOWING OF 'SOMETHING' THAT IS 'NOT RIGHT'...



THE MOTHER MIRROR DISPLAYS HER SOUL IN EYES OF HEART VULNERABILITY...IT IS HOW FAR ONE MUST GO TO ENCOUNTER THE 'INNER CHILD' HIDING IN THE DEPTHS...THE ZONE OF VIGILANCE AND POWER SEEKING TO COUNTER FEELINGS OF 'INCOMPLETENESS' AND 'LACK OF SUSTENANCE'...IT IS THE 'PIVOT' PLACE IN THE FIRE OF THE 'K WHERE ONE MUST COME FORTH AND FACE THE PRESENT. IT IS THE FIRE 'K' IN THE 'BAY BE' SILENCES OF MEDITATE[ THE 'ME' OF 'DI' OF 'IT' OF 'TATE' ] ECHOING IN CONTROL ORDER SANITY OF KATE ['K' 8-EIGHT] AND LEMNISCATE INFINITY SURVIVAL TUNINGS OF 'COOL FIRE' PSYCHE THUNDER...IT IS 'SUGAR CUBE' OF 'TATE' AS SWEET OVERCOMING THE 'BITTER' SENSES OF LOSS. IT IS THE MEANS OF SUSTAINING A 'VERSION OF AVERSION'...AN IDEA OF SELF AS 'DISCIPLINED' IN AN IMAGE OF 'MEDIATION'...



IT IS THE 'COUNTER-RING' OF THE DEEP DAUGHTER AND THE MIRROR MOTHER OF 8 INTERSECTION...FOR ENCOUNTERING THE MOTHER MIRROR IS 'BEING IN THE REFLECTIONS' OF THE DEEP FEMININE...THE YIN HARVESTING AWARENESS OF INFLUENCES AND IMPOSITIONS OF MATERNAL EXPECTANCY...IT IS THE CHILD WITHIN LEARNING TO GET ASSISTANCE FROM DA OR MA IN ORDER TO OVERCOME MA OR DA...IT IS POWER GREATER THAN LOVE IN CONFLICT WITH LOVE OVERCOMING POWER. IT IS THE SIMULTANEITY OF SHIFTS OF CONTROL MEDIATION WHILE MOVING IN VULNERABILITY TO BE 'AS IS' REAL...



IT IS A NEVER ENDING PROCESS UNLESS ONE DECLARES A VICTORY IN ELECTRA OR OEDIPUS FOR SELF LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY TO LOVE OTHER...IT IS AS ONE LETS GO OF ALL THAT IS NOT ONE AND ENCOUNTERS THE OTHER IN REALNESS...IT IS THE OVERTHROW OF THE 'AUTO-EROTIC' AND THE DEATH OF THE 'NEUROTIC-EROTIC' IN THE MOTHER MIRROR THAT REFLECTIONS OF WHAT HAS BEEN...



IT IS 'AS IS'...BEING IN WILL TO KNOW BEYOND POWER CONTROL OF 'MEDIATIONS'...IT IS COURAGE TO CREATE AS THE 'ORIGINALITY' COMING OUT OF THE SHADOWS...IT IS ASSERTION...THIS IS ME AND 'YOUR JUDGEMENTS AND CRITICISMS ARE NOT CONSUMED'...IT IS BUILDING A REALISM SHIELD TO ASSERT THE VISIONS OF ONE'S TRUTH...

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CHILD OF DA...FOR THE FATHER HAS BLOCKED THE DAUGHTERS SEXUAL ENERGIES RESERVING THEM FOR HIMSELF...FREUD

TO ENCOUNTER 'MISTAKES OF THE HEART'...

MEDIATIONS, FORTRESSINGS, NECESSITIES...LEVERAGINGS....STRATEGIES OF DESIRE...PATHS OF IMITATIONS TO REACH FOR WAYS TO OVERCOME SENSES OF LACK, INFERIORITY, POWERLESSNESS...

INTENSITY DENSITY DRIVINGS OF OVERCOMING PANIC IN VANITY FEARS...HOUDININ ESCAPISM AND ANAESTHETIZED MEANS OF GETTING THROUGH THE DAY...

SELF ESTEEM STRUGGLING TO BECOME REAL...TRUE IN URGENCY

NOT SO MUCH 'MISTAKES...AS TIMINGS...AS TIMES...AS ADAPTATIONS, ENDURANCES, GROWINGS OF SOUL LEARNING TO PRUNE AND RELEASE...TO JETTISON ALL OF THE UNNECESSARY BAGGAGE...TO FACE THE ABYSS OF COMPASSION FOR WHAT ONE DOES FOR LOVE...

TO BE IN THE DISTORTIONS ONLY AS LONG AS YOU MAKE ENOUGH STRENGTH TO MOVE IN A PATHING OF REAL HEART...WILL...UNITY IN ONENESS WITH THE RHYTHMS OF THE UNIVERSE...

INTOXICATING MOONLIGHT REVEALING THE HIDDEN

MODESTY IN WHAT IS INHIBITED BECOMING DESIRE INTO DEEDS...IT IS WAYS OF TURMOIL THAT ARE THE CONSENT OF HIS 'TRANSGRESSION' UNTIL SHE OWNS HER OWN WILL OF INTIMATE RESOLVE...THE STRONGER THESE HABITS OF DENIAL... THE GREATER THE PLEASURE MUST BE TO OVERCOME THEM...

HER MODESTY IS HER WAY OF 'STAKING MUCH' AGAINST LITTLE'[STENDAL]

IT IS DECEPTION AND ILLUSION IN INTENSITY SEEKING RELEASE...FOR THE VEILED AND HIDDEN ARE EXPENDABLE IN A PROCESS OF OWNING HER OWN EROS...IT IS THE POWER GREATER THAN LOVE MEASURED EXCHANGE OF THE WOMAN 'WALLED BEHIND A 'WALL OF FIRE' SEEKING THE PRINCE OR HERO TO ENTER INTO HER 'FORTRESS' TO RELEASE HER FROM HER MEDIATIONS THAT PRECLUDE REAL SPONTANEITY...

LUMINOUS EMPTINESS-WHEEL OF LIFE

TIBETAN BOOK OF THE DEAD GUIDANCE FROM FRANCESCA FREEMANTLE

WHEEL OF LIFE

CHAIN OF CAUSE AND EFFECT...STAGES OF SAMSARIC CHAIN REACTIONS...CONTINUOUSLY ARISING, DEVELOPING AND PASSING AWAY...TO SEEK OUT THE CAUSES OF SUFFERING...

1.DECAY AND DEATH-ONGOING SUFFERING IN EXISTENCE IN LOSS, DESTRUCTION, DECAY...NOTHINGNESS EMPTINESS NON-EXISTENCE...

2.BIRTH-LIFE IS COMING INTO BEING...ARISINGS IN ENERGIES, THOUGHTS, FEELINGS AND ACTIONS...

3.EXISTENCE-CONCEPTION...BEGINNING OF A NEW LIFE...BEING IN SAMSARA AS OUTWARDLY SUBJECT TO BIRTH AND DEATH, INWARDLY SUBJECT TO IGNORANCE AND CONFUSION...

4.GRASPING-APPROPRIATION...TAKING TO ONESELF...GRASPING AND HOLDING ON TO LIFE, THOUGHTS, EXPERIENCES, ENCOUNTERS...

5.THIRST-NEEDING, WANTING, LONGING...CLINGING TO LIFE TO EXPERIENCE PLEASURE AND BE FREE FROM PAIN...INHERENT THIRST FOR LIFE...DESIRE AND CRAVING...A PART OF SUFFERING TO REACH FOR THIRST...HUNGERS OF UNSATISFIED BEING...

6.SENSATION-TO MOVE OUT OF FALSE INTO AWAKENED...OUT OF SUFFERING IN ILLUSIONS, DECEPTIONS, FANTASY, DELUSION...THE FALSE IDEA OF SELF AS SUFFERING...TO GET BEYOND IN ACHIEVING NON-ATTACHMENT AND 'BLISS' OF TRANSCENDENT SENSITIVITY...

7.CONTACT-MAGICAL DANCE OF AWAKENED MIND PERCEIVING WORLD IN ITS TRUE SACRED NATURE...IT IS IN THE CONTACT OF DUALITY IN SENSES AND OBJECTS...

8.SIX SENSES-MIND IN ALL SENSES OF TOUCH, SIGHT, SOUND, TASTE, SMELL...THE OBJECTS OF PERCEPTIONS, THOUGHTS, FEELINGS...

9.NAME AND FORM [FRAME]-IDENTITY INDIVIDUATION...

10.CONSCIOUSNESS-I AND 'NOT I'...

11;CONDITIONING-FORMATIONS...PATTERNS...BELIEF RHYTHMS...ACTIONS AND RESULTS...CONSEQUENCES...KARMA WAYS...INNERMOST THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, WAYS...

12.IGNORANCE-IGNORANCE OF ONE'S OWN ORIGINAL NATURE...WHO SHUTS ONE'S EYES TO REALITY...WHO CONTINUOUSLY SEEKS TO MAINTAIN ITS OWN ILLUSIONS IN THE UNENDING CYCLES OF 1-12 RECURRENCE

STRAWBERRY FIELDS-BOBCATS YOU TUBE VIDEO

PERT BREASTS IN STRAWBERRY FIELDS

RISING

BEYOND LIPS OF DREAMS

TREASURINGS

A LIGHTHOUSE MOUND OF JOY

CALLIN

WISHFULNESS IN

A DANCE OF EARTH MOTHERS AND SKY DAUGHTERS...

TASTE...

EBBINGS IN A SCENT WAY

FOR YIN TONINGS

HOPING

FOR A FULLNESS OF A YANG

MEMBER RING

MEMORY

SHE IS IN SWEET SWELLINGS

OF FLOWERING HIPS

THAT

THE HEARTACHES

OF

FAMILY 'TRUNK' OVERLOADS

SUCK LIFE

AND NORMALCY

FROM

BREASTS AND WAYS...

IT IS BEWARE TIME OF PREDATOR FEAR 'QUICK FIXERS'

DOING 'EXTREME MAKEOVERS'

FOR WOMEN LOST IN GLARES AND VEILINGS

OF

A 'LIL' GIRL MAKING MORE MASKS

TO MEDIATE DADA DREAMS

AND

AERIAL CASTLES...

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TRUTH OF URGENCY...TRURGENCY

BARBI-CAN SHAME FORTRESS CASTLE OF PUZZLES




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THE CASTLE OF PUZZLES TO OVERCOME THE SELF OF MEDIATIONS................





THE BARBI-CAN SHAME FORTRESS CONTROLLINGS AND ‘CONTAINERINGS’ OF LIQUIDITY…FLOWS , BLOCKS, DAMS PADDINGS, PACKINGS, OBSTACLES AND DENIALS…AS IF A COMPUTER WITH ON AND OFF SWITCHES…NORMALCY IS UNIQUE TO THE ‘BELIEF’ BASIS OF THE ‘MANUFACTURED SELF’…THE ENDURANCE AND COPING-MEDIATION SELF OF PERSONALITY AND PSYCHE MANAGEMENT…THE DYNAMISM OF THE ‘BAOKA’…





IT IS THE JOURNEY INTO THE SELF THAT SEEKS FULLNESS OUT OF THE FORTRESSINGS OF ‘MEDIATIONS’…THE QUEST TO OWN ONE’S OWN SOUL OUT OF THE ‘SATISFACTION MODES OF ‘KA’ DUALITY ROLE SERVINGS’…THE JOURNEY OUT OF THE BARBICAN FORTRESS OF DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER AND WEARING SOMEONE ELSE’S JERSEY’…



‘KA’ SPELLZ

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‘BAOKA’

CONSCIOUSNESS

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Theodore Roethke wrote: “Those who are willing to be vulnerable move among mysteries.”



THE SPIRIT JOURNEY IN A STRUGGLE OF CONFLICTS AND CONTRADICTIONS…THE RESOLVE OF ‘TRUE WILL’ DRIVING THROUGH THE ‘PSYCHE FIELDS’ OF HEART AND PRESENCE…



‘BAOKA’…A MEANS OF EXPRESSION OF THE INNER DYNAMISM…



‘BA’…THE SOUL



‘O’…THE VOID OR ABYSS OR ‘NOTHINGNESS’…



‘KA’…THE ‘DOUBLE’ AS A ‘CHARGED OR AMPLIFIED’ DUPLICATION OF THE SOUL…



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BA-O-KA…THE COMPONENTS OR FORCES OF BEING…



‘KA’ AS DREAMER…MEDIUM, AVATAR, SAVANT, AMPLIFIED PERFORMER, ELECTRONIC SURROGATE…DREAM ENERGY ACCENTUATED TALENT…‘TALKING SMITH’ MEDIUM MESSENGER… HYPERSEX PERFORMER OF THE EROSTOCRACY OF ‘CRAVE AND CRAZE’…



‘BA’ THE SOUL BEING ACCESSED IN LEARNING ‘THAT WHICH MUST BE LET GO’…THE ‘UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS’ OF BEING…RELEASINGS OF DENSITY AND THE SOCIO-SYMBOLIC BURDENS OF CULTURE…REMOVALS OF THE ‘DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER’ AND THE SERVITUDE OPPRESSIONS OF ‘IMPOSITION ORDERING’…BEYOND ‘PIETY’ AND RELIGIOUS IMAGE/ROLE WITH ALL OF THE SUFFERINGS OF ‘HELLFIRE’ AND ‘UNWORTHINESS’…



‘O’ OR ‘0’…THE NOTHINGNESS, ZERO, EMPTINESS OF BLANK SPACE…BLACK HOLES OF BEING IN THE ‘HEART’ AND ‘IN DARKNESS’…MOVING THROUGH THE REALM OF ONE’S SHADOWS WHERE SO MUCH IS ACCOMPLISHED IN DENIALS AND DISTORTIONS…SO MUCH IS WITHHELD FROM FACING ONESELF…



CONSCIOUSNESS…AWARENESS OF TIME AND RHYTHMS OF THE UNIVERSE…TO FACE THE REAL IN A SOLITUDE OF VULNERABILITY AND STRENGTH…TO KNOW SILENCE WITHIN AND TO ENCOUNTER THE ABYSS CHAOS IN WHAT ‘SURFACES’…



TO FEEL THE SIMULTANEITY OF SO MUCH GOING ON AT THE SAME TIME…TO BRING A NEW ORDER…A RECONSTITUTION OF BEING INTO PRESENCE…TO KNOW ONESELF IN A NEWNESS…



TO EXPERIENCE SYNCHRONICITY AS AN ‘EXCITED SITUATION’ IN THE COMING TOGETHER OF ‘INNER AND OUTER EVENTS’…THE ACTS OF ‘CONVULSIVE GENERATION’ IN THE UNITY OF THE MICROCOSM AND MACROCOSM…THE ‘TIE-MING’ OF TIMINGS AS THE UNITING OF THE ENERGIES OF HEAVEN AND EARTH…THE ‘ELECTRICAL OF LIGHTNING’ AND ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ IN THE MEANS OF ‘COOL FIRE’ AS ELECTROMAGNETIC-RADIO WAVES…







AWARENESS IN THE DEPTHS OF PSYCHE’ SPACE…



THE SOUL MOVES IN LIGHTENING AND UNDOING THE KNOTS AND BOLTS OF BLOCKS AND CONTAINERINGS…FOR THE WILL IS IN RELEASINGS AND LIBERATION…THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST FOUGHT/WON WITHIN…IT IS GROWING TO OWN ONE’S SOUL…THE STRUGGLE FACING THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ OF ‘O’ AS SEPARATING ONE’S REAL SOUL FROM THE ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OF ‘KA’ DUALITY BLINDNESS…



‘KA’…THE CHARGED RITUAL ‘STATES’ OF MING UNITING OF HEAVENS AND EARTH IN THE ‘DOUBLE’…THE DIRECTED-SUGGESTED-COMPELLED ‘WAY’ OF RESOLUTION OF ‘SOUL CONFLICT’…A TRANCEROS PATHING UNTIL ONE IS ‘STRONG ENOUGH’ IN THE VAST EMOTIONALITY OF BEING TO FIGHT TO ‘OWN ONE’S SOUL’…



THE ‘CHARGED-BRANDED’ ACCENTUATIONS ARE A ‘KA’ ACOUSTICAL BLINDNESS [LIKE ‘HYPNOTISM’]AS THE ‘SIGNAL’ OF REMOTE DIRECTED RADIO-WAVE ENERGIES ‘BLOCKS CRITICALNESS’…‘STOPS TIME FOR THE DURATION OF USE’ AND BLOCKS OUT THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT…AN ACOUSTICAL ‘SOUND BLINDNESS’…THE UNHEARD SOUND OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN MERIDIAN ENERGY CHANNELLINGS AND MEDIUM PERFORMANCE CORRIDORING…



‘GENIUSES ARE LIKE THUNDERSTORMS. THEY GO AGAINST THE WIND, TERRIFY PEOPLE, CLEANSE THE AIR’-SOREN KIERKEGAARD



THE CHARGED…‘THE RARE AIR AND THE COOL FIRE OF UNHEARD SOUND’…THE ROLE OR PERFORMANCES OF ‘WIZARDS’ IN SYNCHRONICITY OF ‘MEANINGFUL COINCIDENCE’…



THE PERFORMANCES OF ‘MEDIUMS’ AS MESSAGE OR ROLE MODELS OF MIMESIS…MODELS TO IMITATE AND EMULATE AS THE RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ ARE ‘SURVIVAL AND REWARD’ OF THE FITTEST…A DARWINIAN ‘SMALL CHANGES LEAD TO ADAPTATIONS’ CUING…



THE ELEMENTS OF THE FEW ‘SURFACING’ AND ‘BEING OF USE’…A FORM OF ‘GRESHAMS LAW’ THAT ‘BAD MONEY DRIVES OUT GOOD’…THE MEDIA SKEWERING AS NOVELTY AND ‘HYSTERIA GLIBNESS’ IN SHOCKS AND SOUND BITES ‘DRIVING SUBSTANCE ABUSE’ AS ‘LEAST COMMON DENOMINATOR’ OR ‘SLAP-STICK’ CLOWN ABUSIVENESS…



TOILETS AND TITTILATIONS, CHEAP OPPORTUNISM AND AN ‘ADVERSARIAL SPORTS-LAWYER’ POSTURING OF ‘US AND THEM’…THE WIN-LOSE OF THE ‘WINNER TAKES ALL’ AND THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’…



A CLIMATE OF SELF DESTRUCTIVENESS AS FRAGMENTATION AND EXPENDABILITY MERELY PACE WITH THE STUPIDITY OF GOSSIP AND ‘SAVANT’ RARE AIR PERFORMANCE AWE…THE ‘STRIVINGS’ OF ‘GIVING ALL’ TO THE ‘REWARDED TRAITS’ AND 110% SERVITUDE TO ‘INSTITUTIONAL ROLES’ IS THE ‘SUFFERING’ OF ‘PROOF OF BEING SOMEBODY’…HOPING THAT ONE DAY SOMEONE WILL SAY THAT HE OR SHE WAS THE BEST THERE EVER WAS…THE ‘GREATEST’ IN THE ‘SAVANT-AVATAR’ ILLUSIONS OF DREAMS AND AUDIENCE ‘AWE’…THE STANDARD OF ORGANIC DESTRUCTION ‘LEVERAGING’ IN ORDER TO ‘WIN’…TO WIN AT ALL COSTS…



‘I STRIVE NEVER TO FORGET THE REAL WORLD CONSEQUENCES OF MY DECISIONS ON INDIVIDUAL,BUSINESSES AND GOVERNMENTS’ SAYS SONIA SOTOMAYOR IN BEING NOMINATED TO THE SUPREME COURT BY PRESIDENT OBAMA. IT IS THE ‘KA’ OF ‘TRYING TOO HARD’ IN BEING IN ACCENTUATION OF A NARROWED MIND SET…A ‘STRIVING’ IN A SAVANTING PATTERN OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AS ‘MEDIATION’ OF ENERGIES OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS’ MAKES FOR ‘CORRIDORING’ IN RECURRENT MERIDIAN POINTS OF LIGHT PATTERNS GREATER THAN REAL SOUL…



THE ‘TECHNICIAN, ROLE PERFORMER[REAGAN] OR ATHLETE[MUHAMMAD ALI]’ LEVERAGING AND STRIVING AT GREAT COST TO ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’…IT IS AS ‘LOSS’ OF BODILY FUNCTIONING THAT IS RECOGNIZED ‘TOO LATE’ TO REPAIR THE CONSEQUENCES OF YEARS OF ‘STRIVINGS’…THE ENERGIES OF ‘EXCESS’ IN ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ THAT IS NOT CENTERED IN A HEALTHY HOMEOSTASIS…



HOW DOES ONE MOVE BEYOND ‘MIND SET’ OR ‘CHARGE-BRAND’ OF ‘KA’ AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS IN ORDER TO SEPARATE SELF FROM ‘IMPOSITION’ OR ‘KA’ NAME FRAME IDENTITY INERTIA OF RESONANCE …TO MOVE IN A RECRYSTALLIZATION OF IDENTITY INTO A LIFE FORCE OF ‘OWNING’ ONE’S HEART AND RELATIONS…TO BREATHE THROUGH TREASURED LOSS AND THE WOUNDEDNESS PATTERNS OF ‘INNER DEADNESS’ AND ‘COMPLIANCES’…OUT OF ‘TRAUMA’ DEFINED DEFENSIVENESS AND LIMITS OF POTENTIAL AS A RESULT OF FEARS AND GRIEF…





TO ACCESS ‘HIEROS GAMOS’ OR THE SACRED MARRIAGE OF INNER FULLNESS…TO ‘REFEEL AND ENCOUNTER’ IN REAL TIME BEYOND THE RECOILS AND CONTRACTIONS OF SHAME AND ‘LEARNED INHIBITIONS AND HELPLESSNESS’…



TO ENTER INTO THE PSYCHE DYNAMISM IS BEST DONE WITH A WISE SPIRIT GUIDE WHO FACILITATES A BROAD SPECTRUM OF INFLUENCES INSTEAD OF A ‘GURU’ TRUE BELIEVER WHO HAS A DOCTRINE TO IMPART…



‘IT IS AN INNER DRIVE TO BE IN ‘SPIEGELUNG’…THE ‘MIRRORING’ OR MIRROR SYMMETRY IN SHIFTS OF POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE CHARGES…THE ‘YIN-YANG’ POLARITY RANGINGS OF ACCESSIBLE CREATIVE ENERGIES WITHIN ‘WELL-STEIN’ CONTAINERING…



‘MORE AND MORE’ LIFE FORCE OR EROS ENERGIES ARE AVAILABLE WITHIN AS CREATIVE CAPACITY’…



THE DEPTHS OF MOVING THROUGH THE RIDGITY OF FORTRESSING AND THE DEVELOPMENT OF ‘ELASTICITY’ IN EMERGENCE OF PERSONAL POWER…THE POWER OF SELF LOVE AND SELF DIRECTION…



IT IS ENTERING INTO WHAT MUST BECOME THE ‘PROVEN CORE’…



CONSCIOUSNESS IN KNOWING ONESELF IN STATES OF ‘BA’ SEPARATE FROM ‘AMPLIFIED ACCENTUATION’ OF ‘KA’ WHERE THE DOUBLE IS CHARGED FROM ‘EXTERNAL SOURCES’…BEING OF ‘INHERENT VALUE’ INSTEAD OF ‘CHARGED-BRANDED’ USEFUL VALUE…



DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY…TRANCEROS SUGGESTION TRANCINGS…SAVANT INTENSITY PERFORMANCES… ‘RARE AIR’ AMPLIFIED DOUBLE ‘DAZE’ OF BEING ‘SOUND BLIND’…THE ILLUSIONS OF WIZARDS AND MAGIC…



THE FANTASY VERSIONS OF ‘IDENTITY’ AS ‘NON-ORDINARY’ IS ‘KA’ DOUBLING…THE ‘KA’ ACCENTUATIONS OF ENERGIES CHANNELLED OR ‘CORRIDORED’ INTO GUIDED ‘SKILLS’ OR ‘TALENTS’ OR ‘MODELLINGS’…TO SEE THAT THE ‘KA’ IS THE ‘GOVERNOR’ PUBLIC MODEL OF A ‘STATE’ OF EXPRESSION…THE ‘AVATAR’ OR ‘MEDIUM’ OR ‘CHANNEL’ OR ‘TALKING SMITH’ OF ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ ROLE…

GOING WITHIN…INTO ‘CHAOS’ OF POTENTIAL…TO ENCOUNTER THE IDEA OF ‘PARITY’ CONSERVATION AS ONE IS IN ‘SPATIAL INVERSION’…A ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ OF ALTERED SENSES, CHARGED REVERSALS OF ‘YIN-YANG’ RANGINGS…THE INNER REVERSALS OF SPATIAL COORDINATES…THE DUALITY ANDROGYNY OF PSYCHE TIDES OF RECEPTIVITY AND GENERATIVENESS…A PARALLELISM TO MALE-FEMALE EROS REPRODUCTIVE STATES…



THE JOURNEY TO KNOW IN THE ‘PROVEN CORE’…TO LEARN THAT THE ‘PARITY’ OF EQUILIBRIUM OF SELF IS NOT CONSERVED IN ‘WEAK’ INTERACTIONS[LEADING TO ‘RADIO-ACTIVE’ DECAY] BUT IN GRAVITY, ELECTROMAGNETISM AND STRONG INTERACTIONS[WHICH HOLD ‘NUCLEI’ TOGETHER]…TO EXPERIENCE THE CHARGED ‘KA’ IN POTENTIAL SEPARATIONS OR ENMESHMENTS WITH THE ‘SOUL’…THE ‘BA’…THE RESULTANT DYNAMISM IN FACING THE ‘O’ OF THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’



IT IS THE ‘CHARGED ACTIVATIONS’ OF THE ‘KA’ OF THE GENIUS OF INDIVIDUATION…THE STORM OF ‘WHETHER’ WITHIN SOUL…THE POTENTIAL OF FULLY REALIZING THE SOUL AS A ‘PROVEN CORE’…THE COHERENCE OF A SPIRITUAL WARRIORS’ FULLNESS OF BEING…



‘DUALITY’ AS SELF REFERENCE ‘OBSERVED’…THE ‘WAY’ AS ‘IF YOU DON’T LOOK, IT IS A WAVE; IF YOU LOOK IT IS A PARTICLE’…WHICH ASPECT OF ‘NATURE’ WE WANT TO MAKE VISIBLE…THE SACRIFICE OF SIMULTANEITY…



TO ENTER INTO THE ‘PRIMAL ICE’ OF PROTECTED YIN AND DRAW THE ‘FIRES’ THAT MELT THE ICINESS ALLOWING THE SELF TO ENTER THE WORLD…IT IS OVERCOMING THE PARALYSIS OF ECHO AND THE MIRRORINGS OF NARCISSISM…



‘IT SOUNDS CRAZY, BUT’…BECOMES ‘IT SOUNDS ‘CRAZY BUTT’…



‘CRAZY BUTT’ IN THE ‘HIP WARS’ DYNAMISM OF AN EROSTOCRACY OF ‘CRAVE AND CRAZE’…THE ‘CRAZY BUTT’ OF ‘CA-CA’ IN ‘KA’ CHARGES OF TIE-MING FUNCTIONS…THE ‘CRAZY BUTT’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ AND CHANNELLING THE EXCESSES INTO DIGESTION AND ELIMINATION BODILY PROCESSES…



IT IS LEARNING ‘HSING WAYS’ AND SOUND HEALING IN MAKING THE ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ OVERLOADS WORK FOR YOU…IT IS SWALLOWING AND DIGESTION AS ONE SENSES THE ENERGIES IN MERIDIAN STREAMINGS THROUGH POINTS OF LIGHT INTERSECTIONS IN THE BODY…



THE ‘HIP WARS’ OF ‘WHAT IS FELT’ AS ‘PASSION CAN DISTORT OR TWIST THE SPIRIT’ IN AN EXCESS OF ‘EMOTIONALITY’…IT MAY BE FROM RAGE TO MELANCHOLIA AS EACH PERSON COMPRESSES THE ‘UNEXPRESSED’ OR ‘UNLIVED’…THE DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER AND THE ‘ADDICTIONS’ OF PACIFIERS OR ESCAPISM…



ONE STEP AT A TIME…ONE THING AT A TIME FOR ‘SHAME’ WEAKENS THE REAL SELF… ‘SHAME’ EXHAUSTS ‘THINGS’… ‘SHAME’ DEFINES AND LIMITS ONLY ALLOWING ‘ACCEPTABLE’ TO SURFACE… ‘SHAME’ FUELS ON GUILT AND FEAR THAT CONTROL ALIVENESS WITHIN THE FIBERS AND BONE MARROW OF BEING… ‘SHAME DEADENS’ AS TOO MUCH NEED AND UNREQUITED SENSES ‘TRAP’ OR ‘BLOCK’…

THE PRIMAL ICE ‘PARALYSIS’ THAT PRECLUDES REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING…THE ‘FRIGID’ AND ‘SELF LOOPINGS’ OF ‘TRYING TOO HARD’ AND BEING UNABLE TO EXTRICATE ONESELF FROM THE SPIRALS OF ‘POWERLESSNESS’ AND THE ‘FORTRESSINGS’ AGAINST VULNERABILITY AND EXPOSURE…FOR IT IS THE FEAR OF THE WORLD AND ITS CRITIQUES AND VIOLENT VIOLATIONS THAT SUSTAINS THE INERTIA OF THE ‘CASTLE OF PUZZLES’…THE INNER REALM OF RESISTANCE AND WITHDRAWAL THAT SEEMS SAFE, YET LIKE THE AFFECTS OF SHAME, IS TRULY DEADLY…



FOR SHAME EATS AWAY AT ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’ AS FEAR EATS THE SOUL…WHAT IS DEADENED AND BLOCKED KILLS WITHIN…



TO WIN AND OWN ONE’S SOUL…TO SEE ‘KA’ AND BE ABLE TO KNOW THAT ‘KA’ MUST BECOME INTEGRATED WITH THE ‘BA’ AND IN SERVICE TO ‘BA’ AS ‘ONE’ BREATHES THROUGH THE ‘INDUCED PANICS’ AND ‘ANTICIPATORY TERRORS’ OF ‘KA-BOOMS’ AND ‘KA-TRANCEROS SEDUCTIONS’…



TO BE ‘AS ONE IS’ WITHOUT THE ‘HYPERSEXUALIZED’ CHARGINGS OF THE ‘DOUBLE’…THE ‘KA’ OF MORE THAN ‘ORDINARY’…TO BE AS ‘ZERO’ IN A SENSE OF KNOWING ‘NOTHING’…KNOWING SELF…