BARBI-CAN SHAME FORTRESS CASTLE OF PUZZLES
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THE CASTLE OF PUZZLES TO OVERCOME THE SELF OF MEDIATIONS................
THE BARBI-CAN SHAME FORTRESS CONTROLLINGS AND ‘CONTAINERINGS’ OF LIQUIDITY…FLOWS , BLOCKS, DAMS PADDINGS, PACKINGS, OBSTACLES AND DENIALS…AS IF A COMPUTER WITH ON AND OFF SWITCHES…NORMALCY IS UNIQUE TO THE ‘BELIEF’ BASIS OF THE ‘MANUFACTURED SELF’…THE ENDURANCE AND COPING-MEDIATION SELF OF PERSONALITY AND PSYCHE MANAGEMENT…THE DYNAMISM OF THE ‘BAOKA’…
IT IS THE JOURNEY INTO THE SELF THAT SEEKS FULLNESS OUT OF THE FORTRESSINGS OF ‘MEDIATIONS’…THE QUEST TO OWN ONE’S OWN SOUL OUT OF THE ‘SATISFACTION MODES OF ‘KA’ DUALITY ROLE SERVINGS’…THE JOURNEY OUT OF THE BARBICAN FORTRESS OF DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER AND WEARING SOMEONE ELSE’S JERSEY’…
‘KA’ SPELLZ
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‘BAOKA’
CONSCIOUSNESS
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Theodore Roethke wrote: “Those who are willing to be vulnerable move among mysteries.”
THE SPIRIT JOURNEY IN A STRUGGLE OF CONFLICTS AND CONTRADICTIONS…THE RESOLVE OF ‘TRUE WILL’ DRIVING THROUGH THE ‘PSYCHE FIELDS’ OF HEART AND PRESENCE…
‘BAOKA’…A MEANS OF EXPRESSION OF THE INNER DYNAMISM…
‘BA’…THE SOUL
‘O’…THE VOID OR ABYSS OR ‘NOTHINGNESS’…
‘KA’…THE ‘DOUBLE’ AS A ‘CHARGED OR AMPLIFIED’ DUPLICATION OF THE SOUL…
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BA-O-KA…THE COMPONENTS OR FORCES OF BEING…
‘KA’ AS DREAMER…MEDIUM, AVATAR, SAVANT, AMPLIFIED PERFORMER, ELECTRONIC SURROGATE…DREAM ENERGY ACCENTUATED TALENT…‘TALKING SMITH’ MEDIUM MESSENGER… HYPERSEX PERFORMER OF THE EROSTOCRACY OF ‘CRAVE AND CRAZE’…
‘BA’ THE SOUL BEING ACCESSED IN LEARNING ‘THAT WHICH MUST BE LET GO’…THE ‘UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS’ OF BEING…RELEASINGS OF DENSITY AND THE SOCIO-SYMBOLIC BURDENS OF CULTURE…REMOVALS OF THE ‘DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER’ AND THE SERVITUDE OPPRESSIONS OF ‘IMPOSITION ORDERING’…BEYOND ‘PIETY’ AND RELIGIOUS IMAGE/ROLE WITH ALL OF THE SUFFERINGS OF ‘HELLFIRE’ AND ‘UNWORTHINESS’…
‘O’ OR ‘0’…THE NOTHINGNESS, ZERO, EMPTINESS OF BLANK SPACE…BLACK HOLES OF BEING IN THE ‘HEART’ AND ‘IN DARKNESS’…MOVING THROUGH THE REALM OF ONE’S SHADOWS WHERE SO MUCH IS ACCOMPLISHED IN DENIALS AND DISTORTIONS…SO MUCH IS WITHHELD FROM FACING ONESELF…
CONSCIOUSNESS…AWARENESS OF TIME AND RHYTHMS OF THE UNIVERSE…TO FACE THE REAL IN A SOLITUDE OF VULNERABILITY AND STRENGTH…TO KNOW SILENCE WITHIN AND TO ENCOUNTER THE ABYSS CHAOS IN WHAT ‘SURFACES’…
TO FEEL THE SIMULTANEITY OF SO MUCH GOING ON AT THE SAME TIME…TO BRING A NEW ORDER…A RECONSTITUTION OF BEING INTO PRESENCE…TO KNOW ONESELF IN A NEWNESS…
TO EXPERIENCE SYNCHRONICITY AS AN ‘EXCITED SITUATION’ IN THE COMING TOGETHER OF ‘INNER AND OUTER EVENTS’…THE ACTS OF ‘CONVULSIVE GENERATION’ IN THE UNITY OF THE MICROCOSM AND MACROCOSM…THE ‘TIE-MING’ OF TIMINGS AS THE UNITING OF THE ENERGIES OF HEAVEN AND EARTH…THE ‘ELECTRICAL OF LIGHTNING’ AND ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ IN THE MEANS OF ‘COOL FIRE’ AS ELECTROMAGNETIC-RADIO WAVES…

AWARENESS IN THE DEPTHS OF PSYCHE’ SPACE…
THE SOUL MOVES IN LIGHTENING AND UNDOING THE KNOTS AND BOLTS OF BLOCKS AND CONTAINERINGS…FOR THE WILL IS IN RELEASINGS AND LIBERATION…THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST FOUGHT/WON WITHIN…IT IS GROWING TO OWN ONE’S SOUL…THE STRUGGLE FACING THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ OF ‘O’ AS SEPARATING ONE’S REAL SOUL FROM THE ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OF ‘KA’ DUALITY BLINDNESS…
‘KA’…THE CHARGED RITUAL ‘STATES’ OF MING UNITING OF HEAVENS AND EARTH IN THE ‘DOUBLE’…THE DIRECTED-SUGGESTED-COMPELLED ‘WAY’ OF RESOLUTION OF ‘SOUL CONFLICT’…A TRANCEROS PATHING UNTIL ONE IS ‘STRONG ENOUGH’ IN THE VAST EMOTIONALITY OF BEING TO FIGHT TO ‘OWN ONE’S SOUL’…
THE ‘CHARGED-BRANDED’ ACCENTUATIONS ARE A ‘KA’ ACOUSTICAL BLINDNESS [LIKE ‘HYPNOTISM’]AS THE ‘SIGNAL’ OF REMOTE DIRECTED RADIO-WAVE ENERGIES ‘BLOCKS CRITICALNESS’…‘STOPS TIME FOR THE DURATION OF USE’ AND BLOCKS OUT THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT…AN ACOUSTICAL ‘SOUND BLINDNESS’…THE UNHEARD SOUND OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN MERIDIAN ENERGY CHANNELLINGS AND MEDIUM PERFORMANCE CORRIDORING…
‘GENIUSES ARE LIKE THUNDERSTORMS. THEY GO AGAINST THE WIND, TERRIFY PEOPLE, CLEANSE THE AIR’-SOREN KIERKEGAARD
THE CHARGED…‘THE RARE AIR AND THE COOL FIRE OF UNHEARD SOUND’…THE ROLE OR PERFORMANCES OF ‘WIZARDS’ IN SYNCHRONICITY OF ‘MEANINGFUL COINCIDENCE’…
THE PERFORMANCES OF ‘MEDIUMS’ AS MESSAGE OR ROLE MODELS OF MIMESIS…MODELS TO IMITATE AND EMULATE AS THE RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ ARE ‘SURVIVAL AND REWARD’ OF THE FITTEST…A DARWINIAN ‘SMALL CHANGES LEAD TO ADAPTATIONS’ CUING…
THE ELEMENTS OF THE FEW ‘SURFACING’ AND ‘BEING OF USE’…A FORM OF ‘GRESHAMS LAW’ THAT ‘BAD MONEY DRIVES OUT GOOD’…THE MEDIA SKEWERING AS NOVELTY AND ‘HYSTERIA GLIBNESS’ IN SHOCKS AND SOUND BITES ‘DRIVING SUBSTANCE ABUSE’ AS ‘LEAST COMMON DENOMINATOR’ OR ‘SLAP-STICK’ CLOWN ABUSIVENESS…
TOILETS AND TITTILATIONS, CHEAP OPPORTUNISM AND AN ‘ADVERSARIAL SPORTS-LAWYER’ POSTURING OF ‘US AND THEM’…THE WIN-LOSE OF THE ‘WINNER TAKES ALL’ AND THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’…
A CLIMATE OF SELF DESTRUCTIVENESS AS FRAGMENTATION AND EXPENDABILITY MERELY PACE WITH THE STUPIDITY OF GOSSIP AND ‘SAVANT’ RARE AIR PERFORMANCE AWE…THE ‘STRIVINGS’ OF ‘GIVING ALL’ TO THE ‘REWARDED TRAITS’ AND 110% SERVITUDE TO ‘INSTITUTIONAL ROLES’ IS THE ‘SUFFERING’ OF ‘PROOF OF BEING SOMEBODY’…HOPING THAT ONE DAY SOMEONE WILL SAY THAT HE OR SHE WAS THE BEST THERE EVER WAS…THE ‘GREATEST’ IN THE ‘SAVANT-AVATAR’ ILLUSIONS OF DREAMS AND AUDIENCE ‘AWE’…THE STANDARD OF ORGANIC DESTRUCTION ‘LEVERAGING’ IN ORDER TO ‘WIN’…TO WIN AT ALL COSTS…
‘I STRIVE NEVER TO FORGET THE REAL WORLD CONSEQUENCES OF MY DECISIONS ON INDIVIDUAL,BUSINESSES AND GOVERNMENTS’ SAYS SONIA SOTOMAYOR IN BEING NOMINATED TO THE SUPREME COURT BY PRESIDENT OBAMA. IT IS THE ‘KA’ OF ‘TRYING TOO HARD’ IN BEING IN ACCENTUATION OF A NARROWED MIND SET…A ‘STRIVING’ IN A SAVANTING PATTERN OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AS ‘MEDIATION’ OF ENERGIES OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS’ MAKES FOR ‘CORRIDORING’ IN RECURRENT MERIDIAN POINTS OF LIGHT PATTERNS GREATER THAN REAL SOUL…
THE ‘TECHNICIAN, ROLE PERFORMER[REAGAN] OR ATHLETE[MUHAMMAD ALI]’ LEVERAGING AND STRIVING AT GREAT COST TO ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’…IT IS AS ‘LOSS’ OF BODILY FUNCTIONING THAT IS RECOGNIZED ‘TOO LATE’ TO REPAIR THE CONSEQUENCES OF YEARS OF ‘STRIVINGS’…THE ENERGIES OF ‘EXCESS’ IN ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ THAT IS NOT CENTERED IN A HEALTHY HOMEOSTASIS…
HOW DOES ONE MOVE BEYOND ‘MIND SET’ OR ‘CHARGE-BRAND’ OF ‘KA’ AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS IN ORDER TO SEPARATE SELF FROM ‘IMPOSITION’ OR ‘KA’ NAME FRAME IDENTITY INERTIA OF RESONANCE …TO MOVE IN A RECRYSTALLIZATION OF IDENTITY INTO A LIFE FORCE OF ‘OWNING’ ONE’S HEART AND RELATIONS…TO BREATHE THROUGH TREASURED LOSS AND THE WOUNDEDNESS PATTERNS OF ‘INNER DEADNESS’ AND ‘COMPLIANCES’…OUT OF ‘TRAUMA’ DEFINED DEFENSIVENESS AND LIMITS OF POTENTIAL AS A RESULT OF FEARS AND GRIEF…
TO ACCESS ‘HIEROS GAMOS’ OR THE SACRED MARRIAGE OF INNER FULLNESS…TO ‘REFEEL AND ENCOUNTER’ IN REAL TIME BEYOND THE RECOILS AND CONTRACTIONS OF SHAME AND ‘LEARNED INHIBITIONS AND HELPLESSNESS’…
TO ENTER INTO THE PSYCHE DYNAMISM IS BEST DONE WITH A WISE SPIRIT GUIDE WHO FACILITATES A BROAD SPECTRUM OF INFLUENCES INSTEAD OF A ‘GURU’ TRUE BELIEVER WHO HAS A DOCTRINE TO IMPART…
‘IT IS AN INNER DRIVE TO BE IN ‘SPIEGELUNG’…THE ‘MIRRORING’ OR MIRROR SYMMETRY IN SHIFTS OF POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE CHARGES…THE ‘YIN-YANG’ POLARITY RANGINGS OF ACCESSIBLE CREATIVE ENERGIES WITHIN ‘WELL-STEIN’ CONTAINERING…
‘MORE AND MORE’ LIFE FORCE OR EROS ENERGIES ARE AVAILABLE WITHIN AS CREATIVE CAPACITY’…
THE DEPTHS OF MOVING THROUGH THE RIDGITY OF FORTRESSING AND THE DEVELOPMENT OF ‘ELASTICITY’ IN EMERGENCE OF PERSONAL POWER…THE POWER OF SELF LOVE AND SELF DIRECTION…
IT IS ENTERING INTO WHAT MUST BECOME THE ‘PROVEN CORE’…
CONSCIOUSNESS IN KNOWING ONESELF IN STATES OF ‘BA’ SEPARATE FROM ‘AMPLIFIED ACCENTUATION’ OF ‘KA’ WHERE THE DOUBLE IS CHARGED FROM ‘EXTERNAL SOURCES’…BEING OF ‘INHERENT VALUE’ INSTEAD OF ‘CHARGED-BRANDED’ USEFUL VALUE…
DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY…TRANCEROS SUGGESTION TRANCINGS…SAVANT INTENSITY PERFORMANCES… ‘RARE AIR’ AMPLIFIED DOUBLE ‘DAZE’ OF BEING ‘SOUND BLIND’…THE ILLUSIONS OF WIZARDS AND MAGIC…
THE FANTASY VERSIONS OF ‘IDENTITY’ AS ‘NON-ORDINARY’ IS ‘KA’ DOUBLING…THE ‘KA’ ACCENTUATIONS OF ENERGIES CHANNELLED OR ‘CORRIDORED’ INTO GUIDED ‘SKILLS’ OR ‘TALENTS’ OR ‘MODELLINGS’…TO SEE THAT THE ‘KA’ IS THE ‘GOVERNOR’ PUBLIC MODEL OF A ‘STATE’ OF EXPRESSION…THE ‘AVATAR’ OR ‘MEDIUM’ OR ‘CHANNEL’ OR ‘TALKING SMITH’ OF ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ ROLE…
GOING WITHIN…INTO ‘CHAOS’ OF POTENTIAL…TO ENCOUNTER THE IDEA OF ‘PARITY’ CONSERVATION AS ONE IS IN ‘SPATIAL INVERSION’…A ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ OF ALTERED SENSES, CHARGED REVERSALS OF ‘YIN-YANG’ RANGINGS…THE INNER REVERSALS OF SPATIAL COORDINATES…THE DUALITY ANDROGYNY OF PSYCHE TIDES OF RECEPTIVITY AND GENERATIVENESS…A PARALLELISM TO MALE-FEMALE EROS REPRODUCTIVE STATES…
THE JOURNEY TO KNOW IN THE ‘PROVEN CORE’…TO LEARN THAT THE ‘PARITY’ OF EQUILIBRIUM OF SELF IS NOT CONSERVED IN ‘WEAK’ INTERACTIONS[LEADING TO ‘RADIO-ACTIVE’ DECAY] BUT IN GRAVITY, ELECTROMAGNETISM AND STRONG INTERACTIONS[WHICH HOLD ‘NUCLEI’ TOGETHER]…TO EXPERIENCE THE CHARGED ‘KA’ IN POTENTIAL SEPARATIONS OR ENMESHMENTS WITH THE ‘SOUL’…THE ‘BA’…THE RESULTANT DYNAMISM IN FACING THE ‘O’ OF THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’
IT IS THE ‘CHARGED ACTIVATIONS’ OF THE ‘KA’ OF THE GENIUS OF INDIVIDUATION…THE STORM OF ‘WHETHER’ WITHIN SOUL…THE POTENTIAL OF FULLY REALIZING THE SOUL AS A ‘PROVEN CORE’…THE COHERENCE OF A SPIRITUAL WARRIORS’ FULLNESS OF BEING…
‘DUALITY’ AS SELF REFERENCE ‘OBSERVED’…THE ‘WAY’ AS ‘IF YOU DON’T LOOK, IT IS A WAVE; IF YOU LOOK IT IS A PARTICLE’…WHICH ASPECT OF ‘NATURE’ WE WANT TO MAKE VISIBLE…THE SACRIFICE OF SIMULTANEITY…
TO ENTER INTO THE ‘PRIMAL ICE’ OF PROTECTED YIN AND DRAW THE ‘FIRES’ THAT MELT THE ICINESS ALLOWING THE SELF TO ENTER THE WORLD…IT IS OVERCOMING THE PARALYSIS OF ECHO AND THE MIRRORINGS OF NARCISSISM…
‘IT SOUNDS CRAZY, BUT’…BECOMES ‘IT SOUNDS ‘CRAZY BUTT’…
‘CRAZY BUTT’ IN THE ‘HIP WARS’ DYNAMISM OF AN EROSTOCRACY OF ‘CRAVE AND CRAZE’…THE ‘CRAZY BUTT’ OF ‘CA-CA’ IN ‘KA’ CHARGES OF TIE-MING FUNCTIONS…THE ‘CRAZY BUTT’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ AND CHANNELLING THE EXCESSES INTO DIGESTION AND ELIMINATION BODILY PROCESSES…
IT IS LEARNING ‘HSING WAYS’ AND SOUND HEALING IN MAKING THE ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ OVERLOADS WORK FOR YOU…IT IS SWALLOWING AND DIGESTION AS ONE SENSES THE ENERGIES IN MERIDIAN STREAMINGS THROUGH POINTS OF LIGHT INTERSECTIONS IN THE BODY…
THE ‘HIP WARS’ OF ‘WHAT IS FELT’ AS ‘PASSION CAN DISTORT OR TWIST THE SPIRIT’ IN AN EXCESS OF ‘EMOTIONALITY’…IT MAY BE FROM RAGE TO MELANCHOLIA AS EACH PERSON COMPRESSES THE ‘UNEXPRESSED’ OR ‘UNLIVED’…THE DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER AND THE ‘ADDICTIONS’ OF PACIFIERS OR ESCAPISM…
ONE STEP AT A TIME…ONE THING AT A TIME FOR ‘SHAME’ WEAKENS THE REAL SELF… ‘SHAME’ EXHAUSTS ‘THINGS’… ‘SHAME’ DEFINES AND LIMITS ONLY ALLOWING ‘ACCEPTABLE’ TO SURFACE… ‘SHAME’ FUELS ON GUILT AND FEAR THAT CONTROL ALIVENESS WITHIN THE FIBERS AND BONE MARROW OF BEING… ‘SHAME DEADENS’ AS TOO MUCH NEED AND UNREQUITED SENSES ‘TRAP’ OR ‘BLOCK’…
THE PRIMAL ICE ‘PARALYSIS’ THAT PRECLUDES REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING…THE ‘FRIGID’ AND ‘SELF LOOPINGS’ OF ‘TRYING TOO HARD’ AND BEING UNABLE TO EXTRICATE ONESELF FROM THE SPIRALS OF ‘POWERLESSNESS’ AND THE ‘FORTRESSINGS’ AGAINST VULNERABILITY AND EXPOSURE…FOR IT IS THE FEAR OF THE WORLD AND ITS CRITIQUES AND VIOLENT VIOLATIONS THAT SUSTAINS THE INERTIA OF THE ‘CASTLE OF PUZZLES’…THE INNER REALM OF RESISTANCE AND WITHDRAWAL THAT SEEMS SAFE, YET LIKE THE AFFECTS OF SHAME, IS TRULY DEADLY…
FOR SHAME EATS AWAY AT ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’ AS FEAR EATS THE SOUL…WHAT IS DEADENED AND BLOCKED KILLS WITHIN…
TO WIN AND OWN ONE’S SOUL…TO SEE ‘KA’ AND BE ABLE TO KNOW THAT ‘KA’ MUST BECOME INTEGRATED WITH THE ‘BA’ AND IN SERVICE TO ‘BA’ AS ‘ONE’ BREATHES THROUGH THE ‘INDUCED PANICS’ AND ‘ANTICIPATORY TERRORS’ OF ‘KA-BOOMS’ AND ‘KA-TRANCEROS SEDUCTIONS’…
TO BE ‘AS ONE IS’ WITHOUT THE ‘HYPERSEXUALIZED’ CHARGINGS OF THE ‘DOUBLE’…THE ‘KA’ OF MORE THAN ‘ORDINARY’…TO BE AS ‘ZERO’ IN A SENSE OF KNOWING ‘NOTHING’…KNOWING SELF…
